SweetdreamxXx

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~~Another night ... Another sweetdream~~

Yesterday night... there were actually two different dream...

Unfortunately,

I forgot the 1st dream which involving a little kid and Jonathan

and it was a place like housing area...



However,



All in a sudden,

My dream girl appeared... LOL...

Her face was clearly seen as well..

but,

it doesnt seem to looks like any girl

that I've seen among all my "girl"frens though.

I wonder who could it be??

Oh ya, I did saw her name though,

It was listed on some white and bright thingy... but...

It was not clearly seen, i remembered it was something like

Trilly?? Or is it Trially?? Hmm... whatever...

To me, the feeling is juz too REAL...

Her charming eyes, not too kinda fairly white type of skin tone,

Golden brown and long hair, A girl without wearing spectacles,

Tall and Slim body, wearing white dress (I think) =P

Gosh!!

.. and .. and .. shes mine!! =DD .. in the dream only though... LOL~@@

...

hmmmm...

I remembered holding her little hands while waiting for a transit train?

something similar to monorail as the station is above the main road..

and even taking a bus (It looks like metrobus to me) =P,

sitting in a car and she was beside me

while driving.. LOL~

Had a sweet kissing moment in a mall??

and a tearful moment as well... @@

I did remember

I saw the word PJ and Mid Valley where we headed to.

And the way heading into mid valley is kinda real as well,

It was an evening that I still remembered

as it was not too bright and not too dark..

hmm..

Well,

I remembered helping her catching a cockroach..hahas...

Funny weii..

and...

I'm wondering

why am I helping her wiping her tears at one time.. hmm..

I juz remembered tat I wiped her tears

How could it be so pathetic at this moment?? @@

and I forgotten the reason Y am I wiping her tears.. @@




Dream is still a dream, and it had to comes to an end anyhow...

It was a short dream,

but...

Its true enough that Its

MEANINGFUL and REAL for me though..

Been soooo long nvr had this kinda sweet moment... hahas..

though it was juz a dream...

~~LOL~~

I wan the dream to continue

Until...

Dek ... Dek ... Dek ... Dek!!!

ALARM!!! Arrrghhhh...

and

It came to an end...

Well...

All I can say is juz..

~~SWEET~~

~LOL~

=D

Woke up with a smiling on my face thinking of who is she..

hahhaas... xD

什么 都不要懂 只想 继续做梦

害怕 醒来以后 握不住你的手

是谁 太不成熟 没体谅彼此感受

我 不停寻找着理由 解释 分手

心 好空 像没温度的 气球

我的灵魂困在回忆中 动也不能动

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂

可是怀念 竟比失去 还要更难受

噢 爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落

可惜 你永远 都不会懂

什么 都不要懂 只想 继续做梦

害怕 醒来以后 握不住你的手

如 果 同一秒钟 你也 想起了我

心 只要能微微颤抖 就已足够

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂

可是怀念 竟比失去 还要更难受

噢 爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落

或许 我永远 都 看不透

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂

伤心快乐 在回忆中 反复的交错

噢 爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落

可惜 你永远 都不会懂

放心 我还会 好好的过

Dreamland

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Ever dream of driving luxurious car? Meeting old frens and family members?

Holding A big weapon and shoot at Zombies?

Driving boat, planes going overseas?

Having watever you desiring?

Canon EOS 7D? Macbook Pro? My own house?

Gosh...

All this exist in my dreamland while

I was sleeping this morning 7am at my college

while waiting for class which was at 10.30am...

Was it sickening?

YESS!!!

Because it was all juz a dream,

all these dreams been in my mind for so many years,

from HAPPY to SAD and to FRIGHTENING,

I did even dream of walking in a shopping mall tat looks like

Sungei Wang but..

IT IS AN OUTDOOR COMPLEX?? @@

Some place even emerge for a few times in the same place

but different time?? @@

All these are DREAMS

and

DREAM are still DREAMS

It does seems REAL when I wake up...

but

the truth is still the truth..

THAT IS WHY

I fall in love with SLEEP nowadays!!!!!

What I was hoping for now is

I can dream of a TIME MACHINE

Though it will never ever exist in the real world,

THAT IS WHY

I hope it exist in my dreamland...

我不能给你幸福。。
我只能给你祝福。。

Whats wrong with me

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Still SICK!! SICK!! & SICK!!

When only i can recover??

From my SICK?? From my Stress??!!

I'm totally miserable and pathetic... !!

What is wrong with me?? AArrrrrgghhh...

I'm trying to think positive everyday now..

Ive been trying to tell myself i'm perfect with this life...

BUT...

...

Well

...

Stress

...

Nothing is

...

Perfect!!!!!

...

What I can say now is juz..

Life still goes on...

Sis Wedding Dinner

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Tonight is the big night!!! The big big Lavender night!!!

After all the efforts i put into preparing video slideshow.

Finally it can be presented to9... hahas...

kinda nervous at 1st. Besides, I'm trying to control my illness.

Thanks god my illness didnt affect me throughout the whole night.

It all went well...

from starting to marching to serving to presentation to toasting

as well as the ending.

Wow... it was a great night though.

When my sis finish making up, it was ady 8.30pm,

we was actually there at 5pm,

it took around 3 1/2 hours to actually do her make up.

OMGosh...@@ But it was beautiful though,

it makes me think that my sis looks alike

Taylor Swift in the music video of Love Story. LOL~

Not only me who is thinking of that,

even my cousins are the same as well. =P


I was so busy the whole night that i can even count

how many times I hav went back to my seat. LOL~~

I'm like doin three post,

the camera man, video slideshow controller & wedding scheduler.

Wow... Busyman...I din reli eat much too, and i miss my dessert,

when i wanted to go back to my seat and eat, it was missing ady...

damn...hahha.. but anyway, its worth it though...

After the wedding dinner,

I went to find Ah Nehh for roti canai with my Dad... LOL~




Busy Making Up.. @@


Preparing~~ Getting ready ~~ Whee~~ =P


Me and Jonathan.. =D

I like this.. hahaas... look sooo real... can take Oscar award ady... LOL~~


I like this 1.. Credit to Jonathan =D

Fullhouse JOY

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Been busying last few days doing my sis wedding video slideshow

and finally its now finish!!! Hurray~~ Can go out and rock my night...=P

Bren came to my house yesterday night and we plan to go Bon Odori

tonight with Suet Yee and Xiao Yen. However, at 1st we though it

was held at Stadium Shah Alam, but it was not... When we got down

the car, we only hear football sound and shouting voice... hahhaas...

Feels like we were in Africa gonna watch FIFA. LOL~~

By that moment, we realize it was the wrong place we went, LOL~

After that, Xiao Yen ask me to find where panasonic factory is

located and so, i use my GPS to locate it.

Finally, after a few roundabouts and turnings...

We finally reach Bon Odori. The bad news is, the event had finish...

Buuuuu~~~

The disappointed face from three of them came out ady... hahas... xD

Nvm, we still got chance to go, next year, who noes, it wud be even greater... =D

After that, We change our plan, we head to GIZA Fullhouse

for dinner and some photo shooting there...

What a great moment we hav there.

Though I'm not reli feeling very well, but I do enjoy the night though.

The food there was not reli worth it,

but the amount we pay are juz for the environment and

the decorative as well as their service.

Their service is good though... As in very good..

not sure if our table are all guys,

they will provide this kinda service or not. LOL~~ XD

~Xiao Yen~


~Suet Yee~


~Bren Muak Da~ xD


Bokeh shot of Xiao Yen... =P


2 in 1 shot... Hehe..


Love coffee ^^ Gals like it

Things Changed

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I was looking back at my olden day photos while

choosing my sis children photos, LOL...

i was like... OMGosh... was that me? @@

Then i realize, alot things had changed,

my life, my style, my taste...

I saw my cousins bren, michelle, sean,

carmen, 2x joey and etc... in those pics...

I reli kinda miss it!! I juz so hope if i cud

turn back the time with a time machine?

Too bad it doesn't assists at all...

Bren was cute once, though she is now too... hahahas...

but bit sampat only.... wakaka... love her!!

My sis too, from a young one with rambutan hair,

Then now, gonna giv birth to another rambutan hair soon...Hahas...

Life is juz bout challenge.. mistakes.. full of trials...

but this is life...created with non- perfection,

but in everyone's life, it still will gain perfection in

certain circumstances... do i love the way i am now?

Emm... 2 b honest... i not sure either...

coz my life wasnt perfect too, and i cant confirm

myself wat wud my life be in the future.

Its not near, but one day.. it will soon arrive too...

Wat i can say is juz "船到桥头，自然直"...



Miss this!! My b'day at McD ampang park (It is still there now)... hahas...
From left: Eva, Bren, Joey, Me and Michelle!! xD Bren so Q!!!


At my old old old house... Wow... Bren with her ostrich pose, don even know y she doin tat...xD


My sis 12th b'day party... LOL, Joey 2 was born.. ^^


Btw, juz went to watch Twilight : Eclipse today...

I was like...almost fall asleep jor... Both kissing in front of each other lovers?? OMGosh, totally unacceptable... @@ Though there are meanings in the movie too. Whats next? Predator or Despicable Me...

hmmmm... Consider -- ing ~~ xD






Oh yaa... got my hair cut 2day too, but but...

the hairstylist says i shud keep it bit

longer 1st, and don make it spike, not nice worh...

ask me to put it abit thicker then feels more better worh...

At 1st at the saloon, the hairstylist help me style till quite nice geh,

but when i got back and used hair dryer to blow,

i cant make it jor... arrghh...

Then when bren saw me juz now at sunway...

she keep laughing non-stop...

Anyway, gonna style it again, and dye it this week... !!

Wedding and Shooting

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Wow.. its been a long busy week and i cant even able to update blog as been busy for

studies and my sis wedding things. On Saturday (030710) , I woke up soooo early as i

will nid to go over toJustin house for taking photos of his hing dais... but it was a rainy

morning that day, I waited Jonathan to reach my house at 6.30am and I leave to pick

up Spencer at 7am and reach Justin house at around 7.30am if I'm not wrong. It was

still raining at tat time, when i reach there, I started to SNAP.. SNAP & SNAP while

waiting for all the hing dai to reach. We departed from Justin house at around 8.15am,

then I ask Spencer to climb up on the sunroof to SNAP picta while on the highway...

lol... It was kinda dangerous but fun though. =D The Ji Mui had ady prepared for the

war to come when I reach home earlier than the groom. When they reach, as a brother

of my sis, I open the groom's car door then get my Ang Pao. =) Then the Ji Mui starts

to play the games with them... lol... the games created is a killer man... Find the keys in

the Ice, Wasabi bread, bumping, sit-up, writing words on the hing dai disposable

underwear while they are wearing it (Eeewww~~) lol... I wonder is it bcoz my house is

3 storey, tat is why they giving the hing dai 3 stages of games each level... hahas... xD

After all the "Bai Bai" and stuffs, we head on to the groom house at BU1. When I reach

there, 1st, we went SNAP SNAP & SNAP again... lol... In total, I snapped about 300

pics, while Jonathan snapped about 830 pics and Spencer is around 500 pics... The

lowest is me as I use my portrait lens most of the time... lol...

The 1st shot in Justin House ^^


On the way, Justin shouting Lou Poh!! I'm Coming!! Hahas... lol... dono he got shout or not... but he does it in our house... xD


Dang Dang~~ Me opening the door... =P


The scary WASABI bread @.@


Writing words on the underwear... hahas... XD


Done... hahas...


After all the hard work... xD


Spencer seems so professional... xD


Me and Mei Shan... Smile ~~ =D


... last but not least... me and Muak Da!!! with Lomo effects.. xD

After the wedding ceremony, we plan to go Putrajaya for model shooting with Mei

Shan, Bren and Suet Yee. We brought Suet Yee to my house. She was almost lost while

I'm meeting her at Bandar Puteri. Though she finally found us in the end... ^^ Then

when we reach home, I took a shower and departed at around 5.30pm, it was so late

ady... OMGosh... tats y time was so limited.. @.@ We manage to took around 100 pics

though. We leave around 7.30pm as the the sun is going to set. Then we went back to

puchong to hav dinner, as in steamboat dinner... lol... =D Not bad though.. lol... but i

was not satisfied with the shots taken tat day... @.@ Muz take again 1 day!! Next stop,

bukit kiara or taman bukit jalil or even Sepang Goldcoast... lol... =P

~~White Miracle~~

Suet Yee ^^ So charming


Muak Da!!! So Hot~~ xD


Shan Shan... So Elegant.... WOOoow!! xD


The 3 queens... *Cheese~~~ =D


The queens and me ~~ Whee~~ =P

说了再见。。。
才发现再也见不到。。。

Multimedia

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I found that i'm reli in love with multimedia application (MMA) ... Not juz that the lecturer is fun, but playing with multimedia stuffs reli makes my heart feels so... Emm.. Errr.... Ehhh.... Whee~~~ FUN!!! XD ... I love it... In this semester, multimedia application is my most favourite subject... woohoo... I love thursday!!! Coz thursday only hav MMA and CSA (Computer System Architecture) which is not bad too, its all bout the hardware and calculation though... but the calculation are easy... may b its only initial stage? @.@ On the other hand... I hate tuesday, we almost spend the whole day for DBDS which is bout ccoding of database... I hate codings... it cud make my brain burst out of no where...Its making me CRAZY!!!! Urrgghhh~~!!

Therefore, my plan now was to study multimedia after finish my diploma which left only 1 semester... Whee~~~ Hope I can get through it smoothly with all those "Monster" Coding... ^^ Pray for me =D I planning to go for Multimedia course in MMU, which is even nearer to my house... =D Even my current MMA lecturer is from MMU too. She is a very kind and funny person...and wat makes us surprise today was, she invited us all to go for her wedding open house... Wow... Summore she said don nid to bring anything, juz go for fun... haha~~~

Love MMA much!!! Love the way Miss Riza teach us too... Whee~~

Done this with Flash CS4 juz now while waiting for my sis at Old town... ^^