BLOODY STRESSSSSS!!

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I'm gonna go for a serious War Zone in 1 day time..

And i'm still preparing..

My preparation??

Well..... All i can say is just damn BLOODY STRESSS !!!

I just need a PASS, isnt that possible??

Its my resit examination,

I've failed once, i cant afford to failed once more..

Without it, i wouldnt be able to graduate next month..

AMONG ALL THE SUBJECTS

Perhaps this is the most stressful subjects that i failed out of 20+ subjects.

WTH ??? Juz bcoz of 1 subject out of so many subjects,

i wouldnt get my cert ? My graduation ?

Sad to say, YESSS !! INDEED !!!

Which means,

All these while i've been spending my time for more than 2 years

in this stressful college life are rubbish if i fail.. T.T

I cant try my best !! I must do my best !!

Practice makes perfect ??

Yeap, thats true.. and i'm still practising from day till night,

But also, thats the end of my social life??

Well, i would say no..

But its just stressssss...

My life is changing this year,

Love?

Money?

Study?

Career?

Hopes?

Friends?

Thinking?

Family?

Mindset?

Faith?

Body?

EVERYTHING IS CHANGING IN ME

I wouldnt be explaining each and everything above why is it all changing,

As i cant finish explaining here and its a LOOOOOOOOOOONG story

Well, all i can say here is just

Life still goes on, i know..

Earth is still rotating

But

Life changing as well..

In the pass few days,

I've been thinking a lot of different things,

A lot of friends ask me,

Why didnt i get into a relationship,

When speaking of relationship,

I would ...perhaps ...answer ...because...,

I don have the ability to maintain a relationship at this point of time.

I cant even settle my own problems,

If i start a relationship now,

I afraid that it would not be a long term 1,

So, the best answer would be,

Its not the right time yet..=(

Although a lot of my friends are all in a relationship,

Well, may be this is wad we call, 同人不同命吧..

人总是会不断地改变

以前幽默的我

现在。。

成为了沉默的我...

我想。。
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