Comments...

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Does comments means so much for us? To me, comments on a person doesnt mean anything.It doesnt mean that you hav to mind their words. Till the end of the day, we wud still nid to face it by our ownself. We cant conclude a situation juz because of some ppl comments. If one think so, it cud even affects a relationship or even have doubt on him/her? There is things happen to be without plans. However, no matter how tough it is, Life Still Goes On. He/She may be important to u once upon a time, but things will change in a matter of time. Juz let the time pass... things will go naturally.U may lose him/her now, but at least u still hav frens. Frens with no doubt and lies are forever frens. Besides, frens always give supports and care when u are sad, but once u started the relationship engine. "Vroom" life changed again.... Anyway... Opportunity and decision is still on your hand. Take it eaZ... and remember... don let anxiety controls you... Cheer Up!!! =D

Life of Anxiety

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Anxiety could be a killer of our life... In a case : "Yes, anxiety can definitely cause those 3 things. When my boyfriend told me he needed a break I went in super anxiety mode. I lost so much weight because food didn't even seem important and I just plain wasn't hungry for it. Yeah anxiety is a severe form of worrying about the future. Well every week it got a little better. I was able to deal with it more. And eventually it went almost completely away. Don't stress. Just chill out and have fun! Good luck" Its about the same case as mine. Am I thinking too much? As in "too much"? After watching the drama "Cupid Stupid", I found that life could changed a person a lot. U could be stressful no matter u are poor or rich. Poor ppl may stress from money matters. Same goes to rich ppl too, because they had too much money and they don even noe what to do with that much money? Both parties shares the same suffering eventually. Somehow, there is things in this world that money could never ever buy!

Do you agree that life should be grateful? Life paints a thousand words or even a million zillion? I'm too anxious because of my love life? Come on man... Its not too late for me to realize now is not the time for me to think about "LOVE". For those of you who noes my age, if i don hav good achievements in my study lifes now, I may not hav a good career in my future too. Therefore... "No studies + No career = No Love" Don get me wrong, "No Love" does not mean no family or relationships. My "No Love" means no happiness for my future. Where I cant giv happiness to myself? to my family? to my frens or even my future lover?

For now... my aim would only goes to my studies, my balance life, my church as well as father lord Jesus... and all these are for sure and it links to my dream of achievement, my dream life, dream car, dream bla bla bla... (Too much to say). Besides, I hope next year I can get my keys as well, Key of Life? Key of achievement? Key of Career? what else? Car Key? Yeap... XD
I hope it was not too late... as I still hav a long way to go...I finally figure it out why am i suffering from this anxiety. I do reli hope I can overcome it. Thanks to the drama "Cupid Stupid" and my dear frens who encourage me. To achieve all my dreams! I need my life to be K.I.S.S.!!! Keep It Simple and Satisfied! Its late now... gosh, I hav class tomorrow... Ciao and C ya!!! God Bless =P

　　简单生活，本身就是一种快乐
　　
　　走最短的路
　　花费最少的阳光
　　种植最平凡的花
　　浸润一些最清浅的思想
　　
　　
　　简单生活，是最顺其自然的生活
　　随便在云里，风里
　　或土壤里
　　伸展开身体
　　以最洒脱的心情融入平常的日子
　　
　　
　　简单生活，就是无论在白天或黑夜
　　醒来
　　世界上
　　只有你和我
　　
　　
　　简单生活，就是宁静的生活
　　没有奢望
　　没有挣抢和功利
　　
　　没有喧嚣和繁杂
　　是灵魂和灵魂的对话
　　
　　
　　简单生活，是最纯真人性里流淌
　　出来的
　　最美丽的生活
　　S.L.X2 - Simple Life, Simple Love =D

Value...珍惜

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College life is making me so depressed...Gosh... Sometimes I even wondered am I goin to work as what i am studying now after graduate? Anyway, since i hav started my journey for more than a year now, i will go through every hard time with "My notebook (Handwritten) and notebook (Laptop)" ?

Am I having no appetite to eat because of stress of studies or Curse or because of phobia, even when i am actually hungry? I dono... It seems this no appetite "thingy" have been following me since last year when i met a girl... since after rejected by her... This "thingy" started to followed me.. I don even noe is this a sick? or a psycho problem? It is so stressful u know??!! Even with someone that i used to get very closed with, i oso feels the same way now... It makes me feels like I'm leaving my destination far far away now. Lord... I wan my appetite back... i wan to enjoy food around the world... I wan to value every food i'm trying to eat... ;-( Besides that, i wan to value everything around that is meaningful to me! My life, My friends, My family, My love!!!!

五种人绝对值得你珍惜

珍惜身边所有 一切.....

Unhealthy Life †

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Is my life very unhealthy?

When i woke up today, my back is so pain and the time is 13.15...
Gosh... I dono why i woke up that late today which i used to wake up at 10am on Wednesday as there is no class.

When i told my mum my back is a little pain.
She told me these :

- Who asked u to face the computer when wake up?

- Who asked u to face the computer 24/7?

- Who asked u to spend time with the PC for more than half a day?

- Who asked u not to jog in the morning and get some exercise?

- Who asked u bend your back while sitting?

- Who asked u not having ur meal regularly?

- Who asked u to rush when eating?


By that moment, I realized that my mum is right, I have to gain back my life with a balanced schedule & balanced diet. Though Exercise is oso very important to our life.Therefore, I will nid a breakdown structure to gain the regular life. Or else my life will be so imbalanced.
After I have lunch with my mum and she told me all the above question. My mom gave me a pill namely "Mobic" to cure my pain. Then came up to write this blog. =D Love You Mum! ♥

Besides that, I felt that my appetite got worsen this few days... Is my throat block? I dono why... I juz felt like so no appetite even when i am actually hungry not to say very, but still hungry. Is it because i'm too anxious? I still cant figure it out... =( Or may be i nid a Psychologist to cure me? Oh well... i guess I nid some time to figure that out... =(

活出健康的人生

分析自己的饮食习惯，

找出需要改进的地方，让营养更均衡。

每周至少三次运动，持之以恒，

至少上一次恢复精力的课程如瑜珈或太极，

身心健康，精力充沛。

别对你的人生说没空

日常生活需要良性循环，

人生只有一次，休息是为了走更远的路。

每个月定出一天可以彻底休息，放自己一天假。

(注:充分享受人生)

我很失败吗？=(

DJ Earworm †

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Finally... I found DJ Earworm... Its been so long i'm finding for this hidden DJ since I heard his song from Hitz FM few weeks ago. I started to search for him using DJ irwang, DJ il Hwang, DJ irwan and etc... but end up in sad cases. LOL... Anyway, at least i've found him now. :D

He is a very great DJ in remixing all the US Pop Hits songs. Especially the 2009 version.
Though it does not mean i like all remix songs, but the only remix song i like was United State Of Pop 2009 (Blame It On the Pop) which includes all kinds of well known artist including Black Eye Peas, Taylor Swift, Jason Mraz, Lady Gaga and etc. Its a fantastic remixed song and meaningful to 2009. Thanks DJ Earworm! =D Wan to listen to it? Check it out on my MixPod below... =D