Think Positive

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What is happening to my appetite actually ?

Ok... ok...

I know its been following me for a long time,

But what ?

Its getting worse these days ?

So I went to see doctor.. I mean..

DOCTORs..

Both Western and Chinese

But both gave me the same answer..

Its my heart sick.. ?? @@

Or could it be, anxiety ?

So here's what they gave me...

Western : Anti-anxiety Pills for two weeks..

Chinese : Some bitter herbs that needed to be boiled
(And yes, its super duper bitter !!!) @@

Results, Should I say still the same ??

Both of them said if it still doesn't cures,

consulting psychologist may be an option..

Well...

I hope I won't be stepping into that stage..

Unless I seriously can't cure at all..

My dad do gives me advices as well,

I know my parents are doing everything to cure me,

But , i would have to admit that,

Until now, it doesnt seems to make any difference,

Its because of nervous ?

Its because of Anxiety ?

If you ask me, I would still answer "I dono",

My appetite is fully depends on my mood,

If my mood is happy, I can eat whatever i want to,

If i'm worrying, anxious, nervous, moody,

I seriously cant ,

no matter how good is the food in front of me..

So thats the prob,

Will this means that I couldn't eat in front of someone that i admire?

Or should I say, those I fall into ?
&
YES, INDEED !!

There's one time my situation was so worse that

I feel like throwing out when I was having bath in the morning.

The feeling is horrible, its stress... I want it to leave me alone !

I knew I have to think positive,

And so I'm trying everything to Heal myself,

Sleeps & wakes up early ? (Balance my life)

Do exercise and gym? (Produce Endorphin)

Eats more chocolates? (It produce happy moods)

Eat Gingko, fish oils & Multi-Vitamins?

I'm still dealing with it right now..

In my situation now,

I knew I cant get into any relationship at all,

Its not the right time, and

I believe there's no one would accept

someone with this kinda Crazy Sickness I perhaps ?

Anyway, I will continue to heal myself !

Pray to God Lord Jesus Christ for Healing me !

NEVER GIVES UP in my life !!

And I always remember,
Life's Still Goes On, Life's Never Goes Backward..

And what my dad told me is true,

Success is not final, Failure is not fatal..
&
Lives in the present,
Which means, its now !! Not the past !

I want to stop thinking of the past !

I want to lives on !

Last but not least,

Thanks Dad and Mum for all the supports..
Always Love you all.. ♥


Too bad My sis is not here with us..

But I love her too.. *Wink .. =P

Its Over.. Hurray??

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The toughest days gonna be OVER soon !! =D

Now left 1 more assignment and Final Exam coming soon..

Final Year project has already been done and handed in as well..

Its a success i would say.. =D

Thanks to Spencer Lim for the work he done with programming...

He is our saviour !! LOL!!

~~RESPECT~~ XD

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OMGosh ...

The most complicating so called level "o" DFD in the world .. hahaha

and... That ... would be my last stress ;P

for only now perhaps ??

~LOL~~

Still deciding the way that i should choose after this ..sigh..

My mind still confuse.. =(

Anyway, will make my decision after everythings done =)

But after exam,

Should I work after that ??

Coz i'm lack of money .. @@ Aiks..

Life is a no pain no gain after all ..

Anyway, i've got what i wanted the most recently,

juz got a 24" Viewsonic LCD monitor

and a 1TB Samsung S2 2.5" External HDD

The last thing for me to get is , a new Camera and a Phone !!

But need to work 1st.. Lol..

Ohh yaa..

Speaking of camera,

Our Photography Club had finally been establish in UCTI/APIIT !!

We started to recruit members at The Foyer in UCTI =D

Phewww.. After so long that we had delayed and

students starts to ask when will us establish it.. LOL..

Well, its a very good start actually.

The members registered are more than we expected..

There are bout 50 students registered on the 1st day.. Weeee~~ =D

Two more days to go,

we did expect that there would be more than 100 students ;P

But there are more plans to come after this,

And it seems UCTI has lots of photographers actually,

Now only i realized .. LMAO !! XD

So the President (Spencer Lim) would be the head of the Club,

While Me (Vice President) would be his assistant.. or is it assistant ?? LOL!!

LOL!!